I think I can I think I can

I love my job! I love my job! I love my job. I must convince myself today. I have no breaks in my day between all the different schedules going on. I have no one to care really. I will do my job for these kids but damn even I need a few minutes to regroup. I am hoping once related services start I will get a little more time and things will be more manageable.

I have to say five of my kids had fabulous days as usual. Andrew continues his impulsivity and noncompliance all day long. Connor shows his true colors at least once per day every other  day because he doesn't like to miss treasure chest so he gets it together  for a day. Connor threw a book really hard and knocked my water over on my desk and spilled water all over my desk right next to my laptop, and knocked my water bottle into my hummus. Therefore I got one carrot and then had to go restrain him so he did not destroy my room. It is nonstop working, talking to related service teachers, managing TAs, talking with gen ed teachers, etc.

I got my monthly friend today and i am really going to have to learn how to manage when I have it. I don't even have itme to go to the bathroom.

I really do love my kids.

We had picture day today. It was a bit hectic. Our kids have no patience but we got it done.